My parents brought me running shoes when they visited me at Easter. Yesterday I tried them out. The day was mild and dewy.
I was looking for a park, but instead I ran into a graveyard.
Inside it was still; the birds were singing. Daffodils peeked out from under little heaps of earth. Leaves rustled. A red squirrel skirted past me.
Plastic pots and watering cans lay in a pile of withered flowers.
I passed some buried children; tiny mounds, close together. Words and prayers and a teddy bear.
A woman pushed her bicycle past the graves. The wheels crunched against the gravel.
Further on, I found enormous iron casts from the 1900’s. Whole families were resting there: soldier sons, an 18-year-old girl ripped away from her widowed mother. A family’s heartbreak documented into thick stone slabs. Always the same word: Unvergessen; “unforgotten.”
Then from the trees, slowly a withered old man pushed his Zimmerframe and got down on his knees to tend to a grave.
I watched his tiny frame crouched over a tombstone and his wrinkled hands shovelling the earth in little scoops.
My tears fell like unexpected rain. I was ashamed.
I turned and ran away, past the graveyard shop where they were selling over-priced potted plants, past the red-brick church on the roadside, past the cinema and grotty record store, past the kebab stand.
In the park, dogs bounded through the woodland, toddlers dipped their hands into the water fountain and families played catch. And the birds sang.
Can you remember the last time you got lost?